not to readers :

i failed my maths test agn 9/20. SO ? i'm alr satisfied okay .. i noe tt ur not. coz u only wan me to get pass-with-flying-colours-results right ? but i hav alr done my best . wad more do u wan ? u nv even gif a word of encouragement but kept nagging and scolding.. i tell u.. it wont help ! it will only discourage me ! y dont i take my fren's paper and copy and get the results tt u wan me to get ? how abt tt ? will it satisfy u , since u wan gd results so much and i jus cant get it. this time rd my 1st question i've done right but i went to correct it instead and got the wrong ans . u think i like this ? NO. i'm so regretful to change it. if not i will get a pass 11/20. well , i have done my best and efforts hav been put in but u jus cant see and understand.. y do marks mind so much to u ? to me , i dont care abt the marks ! i only care if i understand the question and get the right ans ! so to me , this time rd , i considered myself PASS ! i've studied 2wks before the test as soon as the teacher notice us when we gona hav the test . i dont think u noe all this. u are not understanding at all . still keep discouraging me . the 1st test i had 6/20 and u scold and nag agn .. i got 5/20 for the 2nd test which i din improve but drop.. and after the 2nd test , u said " nvm.. try agn the nxt test. " i felt so encouraging and i got 9/20 this time .. but now .. u discourage me agn .. wad will happen to the nxt test ? well , i can only try my best . u said i haven hav enuff practice.. so wad u wan me to do ? there's only 24hr in 1 single day . and at least 7 hrs is taken by sleeping and 6 hrs is taken by sch .. i'm left wif 10hrs den .. i come back to sch , i eat my lunch , watch tv.. u say i watch tv the min i come bac .. DEN ! u wan me to study once i reach home ? or study while i'm walking home from sch ? u think i'm wad ? don't u noe tt i'm a human and needs to relax ? i love procrastination .. ! u cant change me from not procrastinating. i only like to do my work at 8pm.. and not earlier den tt. i only will do self study after all the hw ! but i like to do my work until 11pm. and after tt .. i will SLEEP ! no such thing as study .. unless i'm bonkers alr. even i hav nth to do or cant use the com or cant step out of the house and jus rot at home , i tell u .. i rather rot ! studying makes me feel like dying , puking blood , killing 10000 trillions of brain cells , giddy , lose my appetite ! ( JK .. LOL ) i jus received a call from Qiujin. she said there's another maths test coming nxt wk or maybe nxt 2 wks ! WTH ? so fast can .. we jus had our test last wk or issit last 2 wk .. tt's jus too fast la ! help me people ! i'm dying of SHE stressing me and wanting me to get GOOD results. u think i don wan gd results ah ? i tell u wad..

there's a quote from somewhr saying : I'M TOO PRETTY TO DO MATHS ! wrahh. mathsmathsmathsmaths&maths and i shall go diediediediedie&die !