SOBS.
got awoken up by my mum today, telling me that anshao peeps can't come my house for stayover today.
was like WTH ?
okay.. almost that frog.
then sadly smsed von to tell her the sad news.

dad reprimanded me too, saying it was my fault.
didn't complete my homework.
SOBS LA, MY FAULT !
every year also come my house de.. then now what.
inform everyone liaos then now come and say cancel..
sians la.
i already said I will finish before school reopens la.
aiya.
zz la.

went to see doctor after that with red teary eyes.
feel damn tired although it's like 9 plus.
dao my father all the way for hours.
he almost didn't let me go for the dinner in church can.
than I was like oh, pay already, don't go lo.
ZZZZ.
like I care.
not my money lorhs.
don't go, don't go la, BIG DEAL.

doctor couldn't check anything..
so he referred me to KK.
have to wait 3 working days to know when the appointment is then go le and check then will know.
so know for the time being, wait for the appointment.
scared is what cancer actually sia, cause keep nose bleeding.
UNTIL THE FLOOR AND POLLY'S SHIRT.
2-4 TIMES PER WEEK.
then doctor said if I was older, maybe they could suspect cancerous or something,
luckily I'm still young.
PHEW.

so have to come home straight after church countdown and prayer.
SOBS FOR THIS YEAR.

hope things will be better for next year's countdown..